Am I sad???...nOpE...

I don't know either...For some people,They said I should be Proud N happy coz still being single.
Well, actually I do enjoy my life, but, there's so much butssss...such as,My parents are giving me some lifts that i Can'T carry on...I can't deny their feeling, they want me to get married soon.

I've tried to convince them,that it's all based on Allah's Wish, THE ONE whose holding every single hearts of it's people,...They knew it too, but they thought i never tried to have a serious relationship. They are so worry about my future, that i will end up, all alone N lonely...HufT...

Oh, my deaR parents, both of you are hurting me... by thinking like that. Coz, deep in my hearts am the one whose wishing that time are coming true, sooner than everyone's thought....But, what can I tell, This isn't my time...AlL i hv to do is just wait,and see what's coming.

oH Gosh, why don'T u guys just allow me, to be Who I am, Why don't U let me be happy N enjoy my own time...Come on LOOK at me, am OK, fine, single N very happy, it's all just about the time, just keep in Faith..."THAT ONE DAY I WILL MEET N MARRY MY SOULMATE"

Hufffff........MAKHLUK YG mYbLkn

Nyebelin bgt sech makhluk yg stu itu,
"JANGAN DEKAT,ATAU JGN DTG KPD q LG, AQ SMAKIN TERSIKSA KRN TAK MEMILIKIMU, KU CB JALANI HR DGN PENGGANTI DR MU, TP HT KU SELALU BERPIHAK LG PD MU,,,,,,,
MENGAPA SEMUA INI, TERJADI, ........KPD qU?????

TuHan ,....Mav kn dr InI, yg Tak PrNh Bs,mnjauh dR angaN tentangnya........

hOPe

everyone must be have some hope in life.



Today, this afternoon i went to the post office to post my application letter, hopefully it's my time for my real future, It doesn't mean am not grateful with my life now,but i do hope for some chance to change my life.Tht's my first hope.

Hmn...the second one is,am hopping for my love life. I always pray at nite, and in the middle of my every chance to talk to Allah, the mighty, to lead a good personality, a nice guy for my whole life through.Hope Allah meets me to my Prince, my soulmate, soon. I do hope if he(....)is mine, then make him closer to me, but if he doesn't, please send him away from my thought,my mind,and my everything.But show me your power, just give me Your sign, wether he's mine or not.

amien, so be it....May Allah grant my hope.my wishes.......

me and my mind.....

Hm........ wht can I say,...
Life of Life, of life.............of life.
To be continue, am not concentrate right now, coz still on the phone with Uni.